My mind cannot contain
The thought of all the pain
The scars that still remain
For my sin Lord you were slain
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I seek to know to understand
The things for me that you have planned
Should I go or should I stay
Or am I headed the wrong way
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On that cross so long ago
Many forget and some don't know
Christ was hung, he bled and died
As he bled, out-loud he cried
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I pledge allegiance to the Flag
Representing peace and unity
I'll remember daily for what it stands
And the lives lost in pursuit of liberty
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There's a battle coming Satan's on attack
But don't fret; God's got your back
He made an armor that will stand the test
Armor no evil force can contest
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Insecure and scared from the start..
Beaten and insulted into this part
I play along not really knowing
The effect it had on the me i was showing..
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I take my emotions and lock them deep inside..
These weaknesses in me no man could find...
Years go by I'll play the part.. A happy me for all the world to see...
All the while keeping it hidden locked away the pain within..
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In the dark my demons hide
Within my fears they take such pride
Poking holes in my illusion
To my life bring such confusion
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Mind so confused don't know what to do
Can I pick which me to be
which mask I choose to let the world see
am I forced to forever play a part can I choose to ignore my head and follow my heart
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From now until the end of day
I'll never go astray
I'll fight to prove my love for you in each and every way
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