Biography of Candika Niada
My name is Candi (no really it is) . I'm 23 years old, and female. I grew up in a poor household with grandparents who spoiled me. My parents divorced when I was 6. My mother moved us away from Texas to Florida where we had noone but her significant other (I guess my other mother) . I left Florida when I was 17. I came back to Texas. I met my 'high school sweetheart' over the internet and after I graduated, he moved to Texas with me. We were married 2 of the 7 years we were together, then we became just another divorce statistic on a paper somewhere. I have done good the past year (since the divorce) , but in August I had a nervous breakdown and attempted suicide. It obviously failed, and I was locked up for a week before they decided I could go home. Since then I'm learning slowly how to live life again, to find some sort of meditation and solace. I'm finding it in my poetry.
Candika Niada Poems
To My Soulmate Sister
There is a wise lady Who inspires my life. This sweet woman Is my uncles wife.
She waits until evening When everyone is asleep. Then she sneaks out the window, To take her big leap.
Sands Of Time
A vast array of colors Lies beneath your feet. Each tiny grain of sand Placed perfectly where it should be.
Death Of Innocence
I am bound and broken, Lying bloody on the floor. No longer with innocence, I'd had before.
Petals begin to open, Dew begins to drip, The sun begins to shine. A good morning is near.
My Tree Of Life
Once a seedling Well nourished and fed, Now a giant elm In my garden bed.
The Grip On My Heart
The grip on my heart Tightens with each squeeze. The love I once felt Slowly drains within me.
Early in the morning, As the sun rises in the east A flower opens; An elm tree sings,
Heart Of Darkness
Bottled up inside Of a heart growing cold Are all the words I can never say.
Life's Little Y
While walking down lifes gravel road, I came upon a Y. To the right a weary path paved over by time, To the left a small dirt road.
From One Heart To Another
If my heart could sit down with yours It would tell you just how handsome You really are. My heart would assure yours
Venture To The Darkside
Venture to the darkside, You'll find me lost in pain, Sticking this needle, Deep within a vein.
I remember the day we met, The happiness I had felt for you, Suddenly became real The moment I laid eyes on you.
Disappointment, Heartache, Betrayal, Pain, Anguish, and Torture. These are what I feel When I think of you.
Petals begin to open,
Dew begins to drip,
The sun begins to shine.
A good morning is near.
Flowers fully open now,
Unsheltered from the storm,
Rain drops crash down,
Bruising first one, then another.