carly bachor Poems
|43.||: : Right Or Wrong: :||6/6/2009|
|44.||! ! After All These Years! !||5/5/2009|
|45.||! ! Strong Words! !||5/29/2009|
|46.||- You Said, I Said -||6/6/2009|
|48.||- Im Saved -||6/6/2009|
|49.||! ! So Many Unanswered Questions! !||5/29/2009|
|50.||- No Other -||6/6/2009|
|51.||! ! A New Ending! !||5/29/2009|
|52.||! ! Internal Conflict! !||5/29/2009|
! ! Internal Conflict! !
This deep internal rage burns through my veins.
my internal torture eats me alive.
these thoughts put me in an instant haze of pain.
my dignity has been murdered in an on-slaught war.
these tears plummet down my face with the sting of toxic waste.
my blood-shot eyes give me a new look to my already too-ugly face making it more painful to look at my reflection.
these sensations of death they take over and gain control.
i try to fight back these feelings but just end up deeper in the abyss inside.
with my adreniline rush, heart speeding, hate rage, haze, and acid ...
My world comes crashing down
A constant frown
As im found
Im counting on a new beginning
a reason for living.
a cry of desperation,
left with seperation