carly bachor Poems
|43.||: : Right Or Wrong: :||6/6/2009|
|44.||! ! After All These Years! !||5/5/2009|
|45.||! ! Strong Words! !||5/29/2009|
|46.||- You Said, I Said -||6/6/2009|
|48.||- Im Saved -||6/6/2009|
|49.||! ! So Many Unanswered Questions! !||5/29/2009|
|50.||- No Other -||6/6/2009|
|51.||! ! A New Ending! !||5/29/2009|
|52.||! ! Internal Conflict! !||5/29/2009|
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! ! Internal Conflict! !
This deep internal rage burns through my veins.
my internal torture eats me alive.
these thoughts put me in an instant haze of pain.
my dignity has been murdered in an on-slaught war.
these tears plummet down my face with the sting of toxic waste.
my blood-shot eyes give me a new look to my already too-ugly face making it more painful to look at my reflection.
these sensations of death they take over and gain control.
i try to fight back these feelings but just end up deeper in the abyss inside.
with my adreniline rush, heart speeding, hate rage, haze, and acid ...
The taste of regret burns in my mouth.
The thoughts of death choke my train of thought.
My tears destroy my dignity.
The yelling and violence are murdering my sanity.
That deep knife-like pain that lay deep inside me reveals it's self.
Blood drips down my arm, staining it.
I bite my tounge till i taste blood to avoid the screams and anger that i keep a secret inside.
I fake a smile on my face to keep people from hounding me, but inside are the biggest tear drops making their way to my t