Biography of charlie bones
Most of my poems relate to loss or pain, but that is because it is all that I have witnessed over the past 4 years.
I’ve suffered a lot of loss and with loss come pain; you cannot suffer one without the other.
We all have a dark side; it’s just that some people find it before others. That dark side though can be scary and can control what we do; it can turn our lives upside down and into hell.
At the moment it seems that I cannot do anything right and everything I do just makes things worse. I can’t do anything without upsetting people and I feel that my dark side has final appeared. The dark can be powerful and can rule your life and one day you will see it and it will show. Some people wish that it never happens but one day in your life it will. Some just see it sooner than others.
Pain is a big thing in my life, I’ve experienced so much that I cannot write it all down on paper. A wise person once told me that ‘what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.’ When you’re going through pain you think that nothing will ever get better but it does in the end even if it means spending years and years going through hurt and pain. However I have one everlasting memory that is imprinted on my brain and will stay with me until I die. It is the worst fear of anyone during their childhood. The biggest fear is losing someone and on that day I lost something very dearly. I lost my family, I lost my freedom and I lost my heart. My heart broke and it never healed since. I do not feel pain physically; I feel it mentally and emotionally. You’re heart breaking and never healing, a want, a need for something that is completely out of your reach and you will never get.
When do you draw the line? Once you’ve crossed it and then can’t go back.
People judge me a lot and it really upsets me. Would you judge the power of an ocean by one wave? No, so why judge a person by just a single action? By a single mistake.
charlie bones Poems
All alone in the dark, Looking down at my stress mark, Alone in the darkness, Even my shadows have died,
Un-Break My Heart
Un-break my heart, Become part of me again, You broke my heart and never fixed it, Leaving a hole that sucked in my soul,
Why Am I Alone?
Why am I feeling alone? Invisable and feeling like I don't belong, I'm hurting inside, But I musn't show,
What is a tear? Is it something that rolls down our cheeks to clense our soul and rid of horror and sorrow? or is it something that puts a chain around our hearts and turns the key in a lock to protect our hearts from hatred and hurt?
How do I say goodbye? Without making myself die? I can't live like this anymore, So please walk right through that door,
I Could Be Your Hero
I could be your hero, I could protect you from the dark, Save you from the hurricane, Keep your heart safe,
All I Want
All i want, is the memories of us, Like the one we use to know, In between the pain and hurt,
I'm staring at my reflection, seeing all of my battle scars, And all of my pain connected with them, Memories flash in front of my eyes,
feeling lonely and forgotten, frightened and scared, Wanting to hide and run, But no where to go,
Circle Of My Life
First comes no job, Second comes your love, Second comes your engagement, Third comes me sitting on the pavement,
A Girl Who Is Lonely
There she sits, All alone and in the dark, No body cares, Whether she is even there,
You're tired of being alone, Feling broken and worthless, Feeling abandoned and forgotten, You've hit rock bottom,
I See It
This pain, This hurt, I see it cripple you, Just know that you'll never be alone,
In My Dreams
In my dream i'm not alone, In my dreams everything's right, In my dreams you're stood beside me, You're arms wrapped around me,
Why Am I Alone?
Why am I feeling alone?
Invisable and feeling like I don't belong,
I'm hurting inside,
But I musn't show,
Everything inside of me is screaming,
'It's ok to not be ok.'
It's not, you live in hurt and destruction,
I want it all to end,
All this pain and sorrow,