Biography of Chel sea
I'm a now 22 year old senior in college, that finds the only way to release what I'm going through are by poems and mostly songs. I enjoy writing bu have not been on this site in forever due to me forgetting I ever started this. I'm in a very different place in my life as I'm getting ready to graduate from college, as opposed to highschool when i started this.
Chel sea Poems
Sense Of Betrayal
A burning sensation starting at my feet, running to my heart I've never felt something like this before All we had, is it all torn apart? All becuase of one mishap, my heart strings are torn
What I'Ve Learned
I've learned that.. hearts may break, hearts may ache but He can fix all what's come undone
You come in wanting to start a fight You want to always cause strife Being who I am, I just can't let it go So I give into your words
The first cut, oh no look how deep The blood now is starting to seep Taking the edge off from the pain I feel It's actually making my pain real
Here And Now
I never knew so many emotions, as I do now I feel every kind of one there could ever be And yet I have no idea how I feel as of now Everything I feel now, is because of you, you did this to me
No Way Out
A little girl hiding under the table Trying to get away from the beating But before she knows it, he rips the cable And beats her until she starts bleeding
I'm fed up with you I'm to the point where I can't stand you Everything you do makes me want to puke Soon I'll be finally through
Field Of Disaster
Crashing in the field of disaster All hits the fan There´s not such thing as ¨Happlit ever after¨ Even though we all want to believe and understand
Was it all a waste of time? Time that I'll never get back Did I simply waste form life Life that may take awhile to get back on track?
Confusiong fills me brain, my mind I want to move one and leave this behind I've been handed this opportunity But is this where I'm suppose to be?
Never Become You
Sititng in my room Trying to remember my last thoguht of you By thinking about you, I realize I am who i am because of you ALl that you put me through
Drawing This Line
You crush You hate You push You take
I'm sorry, it's just my feelings are there, for you I'm sorry, please dont say i didnt care, for you I won't be able to live with myself if I hurt you 'Cause I promised I'd never do such a thing
Odd One Out
No one knows me name Oh it's a shame Just get to know me Wont be a waste, you'll see
I'm sorry, it's just my feelings are there, for you
I'm sorry, please dont say i didnt care, for you
I won't be able to live with myself if I hurt you
'Cause I promised I'd never do such a thing
What do you want me to do?
Lie and pretend it's not there
I'm moving on from the feeling I once had
Try and live like I dont care