chelsi Ruffing

In the dark is were I'll be
I can't stand being me
here I go around the bend
I want this to just end
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Shes sitting there trying to find out whats right
How can this be such a big fight
Lost between love and pain
Her tears seem to fall like rain
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Walking down this road again
Never knowing when it will end
Just passing people by
Never stopping to say hi
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loving you hurt more and more
now its like i close that door
loving you hurt me more than ever,
you broke my heart forever
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My sweet love my sweet dream
So unreal so beautiful I want to scream
My sweet love my sweet dream
You have placed all the pieces back together at the seem
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friends are not worth loseing
boyfriends really arn't worth choseing
a friend is always there
boyfriends don't even care
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You said you were always there
You said you would never leave me
Now I know that was all a lie
You never cared at all
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Here I am tonight
Not afraid to fade away from the light
I am tired of always having to cry
Its not going to be OK just don’t lie
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Sometimes I wonder if you even care
I really don't remember you being there
I can't stand it when you lie
I gave up now it's not even worth to cry
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Sometimes I feel as if I am falling.
Sometimes I feel as if the world around me never stops spinning
Sometimes I feel like giving up and letting everything go
Sometimes I feel like a puppet in a show
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Fallen to pieces, broken apart
Beaten and battered, left without a heart
Put down and let fall
Lost trust then put up a wall
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A life of a girl no one thinks is going to make it through
She fights with everything she has, and does what she has to,
Growing up she’ll be leaving for college soon, and on her own,
Proving to everyone who doubts her she can do it all alone,
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A crying girl always sits right there
She never says a word to any one who is here
She stays to her self without a word
Crying is what everyone heard
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I once was in love with you
Now I'm so very through
You said all those lies to me
I wish you could just see
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They say go with what my heart tells you to do
My hearts saying I'm in love with you
Taking a chance and going with what my heart is telling me
Lets see if all of this is truly ment to be
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When you said you were leaving so many thoughts in my head,
The days were coming up fast you leaving I dread,
Knowing from the start, crying I couldn't do,
Had to hold back and be strong for you,
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ashly your a treasure
I'll always keep you safe
your such a sweet angel
your a once in a life time
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best freinds are forever
boyfriends are what ever
I'll keep her here
I'll send him over there
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All it takes it one tiny voice
To tell you that somethings not right
Why won't you listen to it
I know your very scared
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I never want to lose you
Life with out you is nothing
Your that light that shines in my life
Your so much like my sis
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