So many times I have tried
To show him how I feel
To let him get an idea of how my heart works.
False hopes tearing her apart
Nothing but lies in her eyes
The last thing keeping her alive.
Alone on the inside
i feel like i've been locked up,
behind the door of a padded cell,
with only the rememberance of love, and life.
i recall a past where love and pain was real,
dusk has come,
to ravish the light,
i've been raped of my life,
with no end in sight,
Who am i?
I have lost my name.
doing not for my self
but for the pleasure of others.
to find happiness
But it doesn't happened
I wish to open up,
Rremind me why I'm here.
Remind me of what he said.
Remind me of things
I dont want to be reminded of.
Through all the years
Of looking for the right man
When she finally found him
It was the wrong time
I sew back together my shattered heart
Or tape up the pieces to be whole again,
With you again.
Forgive and forgett my mistakes
talk about it thats all they say
it will make you feel better,
so i write it down in a form of a poem
trying to make the pain disappear.