She sits and rocks and holds her wrists,
She wonders how it came to this.
She thinks about the pain and hurt,
And how nothing ever seemed to work.
He is everything a woman could ever want
He is everything that she should ever need
But deep within is a turmoil
And she feels her heart slowly bleed
I’m tired of all of the tears
I’m tired of the blood.
I’m tired of my stupid little fears
I’m tired of the love
can you see me throught this glass window?
can you hear me scream through this sound proof box?
do you even care to lsiten?
to see these tears cascade down my face?
your dark eyes close tight as tears begin to fall.
i hate to see you like this.
whatever pain that causes you to cry,
i hope you can break free of it.
The world has fallen to grey
And theres noone around to save the day
As we all tumble and fall
We watch the world through it all
Rehersing the past
As dreams begin to fade
Then i ask myself
When the world falls away
This morning i woke and knew
That today would be the end of you
And thought you may not want to see
It is my will so mote it be
i cant believe i let it happen again,
consumed by all i thought was good.
darkness enveloped my greatest desires
im all alone in this padded cell crying
It follows me