Courtney Chapman (9-14-1990)
Biography of Courtney Chapman
Courtney Chapman Poems
When I'm alongside you, in reality Or even in a dream I feel complete you love me inside and out And even though sometimes I don't seem to return that emotion, I really do from the bottom of my heart.
So beautiful But I let my guard down and got hurt Dug into my skin is the pain Brought on by my foolishness
my life ended fifteen years ago the day I was born, an accident Nobody wanted me I died that day
Every time you look at me I feel as if I'm dieing You never paid any attention to me You told her that you loved her
All these things I do for you All these words I write For you
If I can rise above the pain of my past Than I can be with you but maybe I cant I try so very hard but I keep falling I'm beginning to like the fact that you use me and abuse me.
So you thought that you could hurt me and get away with it? Well you were wrong, better close your eyes because Blood can be irritating On the other hand, just leave them open.
Left out in the open Cut…bleeding…dying Hoping, hurt dies hard But left awake and crying
Someday, I'll listen Tomorrow, I'll cry Today, you'll leave me Now, I'll die
You, are why I'll never love again They, will hurt me till the end We, will forever be hated I, have hurt so many
Alone to the world Quiet, unknown. Passed by is the one who sings a glorious hallelujah to the heavens.
Separation is setting into, My thoughts and my perception Can It be you have left me here, All alone and helpless?
Till Death Do Us Part?
till death? how soon can that come? must i wait forever? i think that i've waited enough why wont you just dissapear from my agonizing mind?
Lenore cried again tonight her slumber again cut short she awoke her face alight her plans she did abort
Lenore cried again tonight
her slumber again cut short
she awoke her face alight
her plans she did abort
her noise could be heard downstairs
and even down the street
on she cried without a care
her death was sure to meet