Courtney Helsel

Rookie (08/05/1988 / Johnstown, PA)

Courtney Helsel Poems

1. Effusion 1/17/2006
2. Left Behind 1/17/2006
3. Melancholia 1/17/2006
4. Potent Poison 1/17/2006
5. Lying To You 1/19/2006
6. Religious Sacrifice 1/19/2006
7. Cut 1/19/2006
8. Hurt 10/20/2006
9. These Thoughts 10/20/2006
10. Never 10/20/2006
11. Justice 10/20/2006
12. Not Here 10/20/2006
13. Your Thrill 10/21/2006
14. Without You 10/21/2006
15. With You 10/21/2006
16. Evil 2/2/2007
17. Suicidal Tendencies 2/2/2007
18. Sinner 2/21/2007
19. And This Is For The Mindless 10/20/2006
20. Just For You 10/21/2006
21. Beauty Isn'T Everything 10/21/2006
22. This Poem 10/20/2006
23. I'Ve Always Wondered 1/17/2006

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Best Poem of Courtney Helsel

I'Ve Always Wondered

I've always wondered what you were thinking,
When you look at me weeping
I've always wondered if you could see,
Everything that is inside and about me
I've always wondered what you are all about,
Because inside I'm falling in love
I've always wondered was it all my fault,
Or was it just something that was all laid out
I've always wondered was it love or was it pain,
In my heart it must have been pain
I've always wondered why you pushed me away,
You just wouldn't let me stay
I've always wondered, could I forgive myself,
For trusting in someone ...

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I just wanted you to feel the misery
of all the bitter scars you scratched on my heart
I just wanted you to know the subtelty
from all the delicate slices in my arm
I just wanted you to see my escape
and how I used beautiful songs to die
I just need you to hear the sounds
of the mysterious voices calling out
I just needed you to taste the voluptuous lips

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