Wow.... Your words are beautiful. I know you have so much love to give. I know I saw such a potential in you. I may have said I loved you only a few times. But those were the only times I ever said it to anyone. I hope you find what makes you happy, and continue to grow and work past the past. Your poems have your heart in them. Make sure you give it to the right person. Please continue to grow and use one source. I know you'll make someone so happy someday.