dark queen Poems
|1.||This Is My Life For The Last Eterntity||4/3/2008|
|4.||Going Crazy And Missing Home||4/7/2008|
|5.||Q & A||5/14/2008|
|6.||You Hate And Love||8/20/2008|
|8.||The Reunion: Swimming||8/20/2008|
|14.||Exepts From 60 Pour Caprices For A Long Distance Swimer||8/20/2008|
|17.||Song Of Long Lost Regrets||11/24/2008|
|18.||Slightly Stupid And Confused||2/6/2009|
|19.||Blue Roses And Red Daffodils||4/30/2008|
|23.||Words From My Anti-Gay Parents||4/29/2008|
|24.||Life Is Water||8/20/2008|
|26.||You Are My Knife For My Emo Soul||4/1/2008|
|27.||Ode To The Goth||4/4/2008|
|28.||Standing On The Bottom Stair||5/7/2008|
|29.||My Relationship With My Parents||4/9/2008|
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My Relationship With My Parents
I don’t care about you.
Don’t judge my friends.
You don’t see them
you only see the clothes they wear
or their religion or their sexual orientation.
You don’t see their kindness to me
or how much they protect me
from the frightening things in the world
you don’t see the horrible people you are
or that they care about the real me
more than you do.
Do you know the real me?
Can you see the little girl
that wants to kill you?
of course you dont
you dont see what you dont want to.
Blue dots on my paper that look like tears but aren’t.
Is this my soul telling me that it knows I’ve screwed up by letting you go?
I don’t even know my own feelings any more.
I’m dying inside from pain.
Watching you suffer after you’re new golden girl dumps you.
Is it wrong to cry tears of happiness when you tell me this?
Because I feel horrible doing this even though
you cheated on me with her and then dumped me for her.
I hope she dies for taking you away from me