I am feeling lost, confused, upset
Have i given away my one chance at happiness for my own selfish reason, have i wounded the one person that would love.
i am floating, in pain, what could have been, what i have missed, how i have destroyed what was
there is no going back back, which feels like a dagger to the heart, what heart
tears, anger, do nothing, just lead to more. what can dull this feeling, escape... but how