remind me again of why i don't want to be here
remind me again of your love
it seems like i have everything
but what i'm dreaming of.... more »
i feel so guilty
god! my stomach is churning
i'm letting other people down
standing still while the earth is turning... more »
Don't know whats going on
why am i so wrong?
feels like a thousand years
i'm glad you're finally gone.... more »
I want to scream at you from afar
then i want to breathe and do it again.
I wanna jump and run away
until my legs fall under with sin.... more »
to find something to live for in this world.
theres no light at the end of the darkness tonight,
just a bridge that I got to burn.... more »
rewind to the beggining of time.
rewind to the past.
rewind to the feelings we've shared
rewind to the feelings of last... more »
how do you feel? when you see me standing alone, all by myself.
i never thought that i'd have anyone else
i never had to complain and i never had to say
that i need you, 'cause you needed me to.... more »
this place is so pathetic.
doesn't anybody get it?
is there anybody home?
these worlds, they keep colliding... more »
once again, i'm falling from the stars
and this feeling determines who we are.
this place is so pathetic.
doesn't anybody get it?... more »
take a breath to pull yourself together,
just another step until you're out the door.
They'll never know that it tears you up inside to see them.
you wish that they could tell you something, to ...... more »
Maybe this life will take a turn
and the hope that falls from your face will rise again.
maybe the feeling of oppresive hurt
will continue to hide in the end.... more »
i clearly look like you
and we clearly act the same.
i know you want me to
be one who wants to change.... more »
of course its about you, its always the same.
your always the winner, in this game.
so i'm stepping down, i don't really care.
say what you will, but i won't stay here.... more »
do you see me?
do you hear me?
do you know how hard i fight?
please believe me... more »
i'm sitting here, wondering how you
could talk the way you talk, do the things you do.
don't look at me like i'm a freaking leper
i know that i change for the better.... more »
i shut the door on you, i won't let you in.
you took over my mind, it won't happen again.
your voice is loud, but my music wins
this is the very last time, we've reached the end.... more »
people say its only in my head
they smile down, but they forget.
that i just cant wait around and stay alone
drive across town to just go home... more »
i couldn't help but to see you.
i couldn't help but to hear
your take on the world around you
your take on not being there.... more »
i called her up to tell her,
i was fed up with out her and i
needed some comfort i'd been denying
well she helped me without even trying.... more »
people don't know whats going on
i hear the words, i know whats wrong.
they don't take the time to feel real pain.
but they always just stay the same.... more »
have you ever wanted so much you couldnt sleep?
well hey then, guess what? you're probably doomed for eternity.
because if you're like me, and you just want whats best
you'll do anything to try ...... more »
so what if rains my favorite weather?
what if i love to cry?
what if my answers whatever?
what if i'm too shy?... more »
these last few months have taught me
things i never thought they could.
like how to believe in myself
when no one else ever would.... more »
what keeps happening to me?
why is this so scary?
the weight of the world is on my shoulders
i don't think i like getting older.... more »
he yelled at her
she screamed right back
he said she'd have to grow up
she said just be my dad... more »
do you remember how i told you i felt like i had to leave?
do you remember how you stared and kind of just laughed at me?
well now look where i am, messed up even more.
do you know its your ...... more »
well this year started out well
note that sarcasm is intended
im repeating another class
and yet the fences are not yet mended.... more »
my memories of you have vanished so fast
i can't believe its been so long.
the writing on the wall is all scratched
tell me, where has this time gone?... more »
when i think about these last few months
i have to stop and breathe.
because all i do is cry now
cry for everything.... more »
you said i was your everything
i fell so hard.
you played me, like a video game
and you broke my heart.... more »
Remember telling me you lied about it all?
You saw me crying, you thought I’d want to fall.
Your hand drapes over mine. I push you away.
There’s nothing you can do, even to this day:... more »
today i walked by your grave
i cleaned it up but nothing changed.
you're still there, buried in the ground
and i'm still here, just wandering around.... more »
hey, do you see me now?
see how vulnerable you left me?
see that i'm being kicked down
and see that i can't just let it be?... more »
can you hear us falling?
i'm falling faster.
its hard to remember
what we've been chasing after.... more »
so you're past the point of no return?
you think thats bad?
and sure they say there's hope for you
aw, so sad.... more »
its so weird how one day you can be here
and the next day just comes too fast.
hard to believe there're more tears
waiting to come at last.... more »
going through life with my eyes closed, is a feeling i know so well.
not seeing but hearing people laugh, everytime i fought and fell.
trying to make my way in this wonderland full of tears.
i ...... more »
slowly falling off my cliff of tears, i catch a twig and hold on.
not knowing how long the twig will last, i gather myself up, and start climbing.
as i climb i see my past, present, and future tumbling past me.
i'm close to the top now.
my every move is watched carefully by the birds flying above.
watching me as i make my mistakes they keep a close eye in case i fall.
hoping that my short bit of luck will last, i stand up.
write what you feel they said, draw what you see.
how do i draw the life thats crashing in front of me?
when i don't have the paper, when i don't have the words,
how can i make sure they understand their baby girl?
i'm growing up now, i'm starting to be
what i always feared would become of me.
there's no more waiting, it's ending now.
all they do is brush it off, no harm no foul.
so what do i write when life takes a turn?