Dislocated Heart Poems

feeling soo blind..
this world is turning inside out.. and upside down...
theres nothing that i can do to stop it..
so now in this poem..
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from the look of my eyes..
baby you will find my miserble days..
my unheathly ways..
my terrifiying weeks..
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fools fall so deep,
heartbreakers, never seem to see.

must love be so blind?
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why must you glue me back together when everything was coming apart?
why did you leave me, from the start?
why would you have stayed by myside when you knew i wasnt the right guy?
why did you have to pretend, when everything went wrong?
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no more shining stars,
for tonight is my last night.
closing off, closing my eyes.
closing from all thats around me.
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say what you dont mean..
as it cuts in my skin.
blade of death.
grant my wish?
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Im tryin so hard to hold on to you.
your presences is no longer here..
you ghost has disappeared..
i long for you.. for you to be near.
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Its been spoken..
I'm not done trying..

I'll pray.. with all my might..
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My baby,

She is all and everything to me.
I cant seem to go a day without a thought of her in my mind.
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i dont know what to say..
our song plays over and over again..
my mind is endless thoughts of you..
i stay up late.. just to think of you.
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