Biography of Douglas McAntagart
my mind & i try to decifer this insane & mundane
world in which we live in. nothing is ever roses & all is never black & white.
Douglas McAntagart Poems
Looking through torrent eyes, Darkness all around, Lightning breaks the horizon, Of what yet unfound.
Death To Me
Death to me I’m the deceiver Death to me Without reason
the silence so loud deaf to my ears the night so dark blinding to my eyes
Destroyed again Destroyed in vain Will I ever learn
head of puzzles and mazes time tipped me, your crazy vicious and cunning loving and caring
I hate you I despise you Your drunken visions of friendship Destroyed by your sobriety
I wish I had a brain That would be a start I wish I had more feelings To feel my beating heart
Madness screams through my soul I’ve lost it, out of control Waves of macabre and death Have I lost it or just forgotten about the earth?
Torn to pieces of hate New love seeks at the gate Hatred boils within my veins Of ones who hated me and my aims
Welcome to life What are you thinking What do you feel What do you see
Lies Of Truth
What is left What is right Words of my stupid plight Follow light
Left To Thought
Through my years of tears, angel wings turn to demon sins. angelic white, shattered to darkest night.
Traveling through these alleys of pain, Beaten at every corner. Traveling through these streets of shame, Crawling at the answer.
So little, so dear tiny questionning, searching eyes so little, so dear quivering limbs, searching hands
Traveling through these alleys of pain,
Beaten at every corner.
Traveling through these streets of shame,
Crawling at the answer.
Through the walls of endlessness,
More confusion yet arises.
Walls of bearing, walls of fear,
Struggling to open minds eye of hearing.
Laughter at every corner, giggle snigger,