Draven Cestodio Poems
|3.||Happiness In Peace Sadness In Fighting||8/21/2010|
|4.||Responsibilities Of Those With Strength||8/21/2010|
|6.||Nothing Left To Feel||11/5/2010|
|7.||The True Angel||3/21/2011|
|8.||Might As Well Be Invisible||3/21/2011|
|9.||Your Trust Was A Lie||3/23/2011|
|10.||Whatever You Need||3/23/2011|
|13.||How I Felt||3/23/2011|
|14.||Not Meant To Love||3/26/2011|
|16.||It's The Little Things That I Miss||3/26/2011|
|18.||I Will Not!||10/18/2009|
|21.||I Hate Therefore I Am||11/7/2009|
|22.||Calm In The Face Of Them||11/7/2009|
|26.||No More Faking Weakness||1/2/2012|
|27.||Meant To Be Alone||1/2/2012|
|28.||What's Happening To Me||3/27/2011|
|30.||Present Strength Hidden Sorrow||11/7/2009|
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Present Strength Hidden Sorrow
I stand tall as all the misery around me floats
The words when i first heard of the sadness in my life
But i do not budge for i am strong
I walk past all who offer me a kind word to help ease my soul
I decline for I let my strength shine through
Acceptance within my heart I say i am all right
Everyone watches as i walk past and comment on my strength
Some fear that i have no feelings others envy for they hurt so much
I walk through the door of my bedroom and shut it behind me
I fall to my knees and catch myself with my hands as ...
Will you freeze? and let yourself be taken.
Will your breath stop? Or your eyes gloss over?
My heart stops and I cannot move.
The shadows walk behind me. Their breathing slow and tickling.
I shudder as I feel them close the space between us.
The sounds of pain to come waiting beneath the surface.
Fear thickening the air making it hard to think.
Then lips against my ear. My heart in my throat.
They asked if i feared and i could not answer.