Elsa Bear Poems
|4.||How Was Your Day?||9/5/2005|
|6.||You And She||5/14/2005|
|7.||Ooh Shoobee Doobee Ooh||5/21/2005|
|10.||Final Honesty (Believe Me You Haven'T Wanted To Hear This As Much As You Thought)||6/21/2005|
|11.||I Teach Myself||12/29/2005|
|13.||A Spotless Mind||6/20/2005|
|14.||The Obligatory Mushy One||5/17/2005|
|15.||Jumbled Verses In My Head||6/13/2005|
|18.||Too Many Movies||5/21/2005|
|19.||The Infinite Abyss||6/20/2005|
|21.||Ode To A Tashi||7/30/2005|
|24.||Ode To Jammy||10/6/2005|
|26.||Untitled And Unfinished||11/4/2005|
|31.||Poem From Bed||1/7/2010|
|34.||Graham And Elsa||5/28/2005|
|35.||Q & A||5/28/2005|
|36.||I Got You Babe||5/28/2005|
|38.||Hold Me In The Morning||8/29/2005|
Comments about Elsa Bear
Her Choice, Her Punishment
a product of misery
she barely survived her childhood.
living on the verge of a breakdown
it takes all her energy not to cry everyday.
2am christmas morning she allows herself to cry gently.
2pm shes all on her own.
HER private pain
HER private punishment.
she doesn't deserve happiness,
or completeness, or contentment.
self destructive, cynical, lonely, bitter.
they describe her perfectly.
it eats her up inside.
she's let so many people down
her pride gets in the way
her stubborness blinds her.
you always promised me that things wouldn't change
and that youd love me all the same
youd be there for me when i was happy or sad
youd wipe away every tear that i cried
and i believed you
for all those promises were worth i belived youd keep them
every broken promise was another bitter tear
trailing miserably down my pale cheek
sometimes i believed that promises were made to be broken