ESPN CHICK Poems

I'm holding these tears behind my eyes
And I can't sleep at all
I don't know what to do I'm confused
I've been up all night restless as can be
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Grew up without a father in my life.
15 years passed me by having a grandpa that truly cared.
Took me anywhere I wanted to go.
Teaching me from right and wrong, when mom was at work.
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I want someone to be by my side
Someone who will catch me when I fall
And someone who will take this pain away
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I'm standing here in over my head
Wondering and waiting if he will ever come back
Hoping and praying that he will
Months has gone by and I still can't get him off my mind
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Everyday, Every hour I dream about it
About my future the way I want it to be
I dream everyday about who I want in my life
And who I don't
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I can feel it in me
Feel the change that you're putting me through
It feels so good but how long will it last this time
Because every time I always turn away from this
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It's tearing me a part inside
I need you so bad and I can't even tell you how I feel
Hurts to know I'm alone feeling this pain I can't control
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One day you will see all along I was never lying
You will see that I was dying
Dying because I could never tell you how I felt
You meant the world to me
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The poems I write symbolizes how I feel
The pain that I have been through
The grief the mistakes
Everything you can imagine
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I'm sorry that I'm not the best thing that walked you're way
I'm sorry that I can't be like her
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