Why Do I Do This?
why do i allow myself to get like this?
why, after so long of not needing anyone or depending on anyone to i cling to the first person i have a connection with only for it to all go to shit & i'm back at square one but with more trust issues?
i try & trust people, i try & let them in. then they do something to make me feel like i can't trust anyone ever again.
why can't i just depend on myself? why can't i just make myself feel better? why do i feel like i need someone to love me? why do i