Heart of Ice Die Die Die

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Biography of Heart of Ice Die Die Die

Well, if u've read any of poetry u can tell that i'm clinically depressed and probably should be medicated.... oh well. no need to involve doctors right? who likes them anyways? i probably could be considered bi polar as well and probably should be medicated for that as well. but, once again, no one likes doctors. filthy lablers. i'm just a girl trying to live to see tomorrow and keep putting on a fake smile in the morning for the world around me to see. don't drown.

I've never complimented myself.



I HATE MYSELF



I don't know what PERFECT means.



Who are you and why are you reading my profile?



You may never understand



ME.



I live for writing.



My life is music.



My family



is the only reason I'm still alive.



In my book,



friends are family.



So don't screw them over.



I trust hard,



love easily.



My trust was broken long ago,



I'll never recover.



My dad isn't in the picture.



My step-dad,



...



bi-polar



is the word to describe him.



My momma tries,



but she's tired.



I'm the oldest of eight.



Matthew,



Dylan, (not my mom's)



Dylan, (not my mom's, yes, two Dylan's)



Ryan, not my mom's,



Mitchell, not my sperm doner's,



Fara, not my mom's.



Rhyanna, not my sperm doner's.



I consider most of my friends



my brothers or sisters.



I'll always be there for you



if you decide you need me there.



I'd die for a complete stranger.



I would bear your pain



and never let you feel a thing if I could.



I hate to see other's hurt.



It hurts me to HATE.



I AM EMO!



I've been on the knife since I was eleven.



I'll be fourteen in October.



Don't call me a kid,



because I was never a child.



I grew up in the ghetto,



life was hard,



it still is,



and I regret nothing.



I will never change for another person again.



Suicide



is only the beginning.



I've seen the fires of hell,



and I'll go back again



for my family.



I hate America.



I'm anti-establishment.



I was raised by hippiez.



Don't hate man!



The term 'WEIRD' is and



UNDERSTATEMENT.



I'm not your standard



TEENAGE BARBIE DOLL.



I love colorz!



I love smilez!



I love the letter z!



I don't know what LOVE



is anymore.



But I'm willing to love you!



I will never ever be



NORMAL!



I don't want to hurt anymore,



but I'll suffer through.



I sound doom and gloom,



but really,



that's just my split personality



talking to you!



I have mini warz in my head



with myself!



I have multiple personalities...



BEWARE!



I dyed my hair



PURPLE!



And I'm gunna do it again...



as soon as I bleach my hair



without frying it all out.



I have my cartilidge pierced



and my bottomz pierced.



I'm going to get another set



on my bottomz next.



I LOVE ALL THINGZ TATTOO AND PIERCING!



I'm easily irritated,



I get hurt easy.



I've been called every name in the book.



So,



if you want to try it.



Go for it.



Nothing can be worse



than where I've been.



So F*CK the world.



I love people, J



but I HATE them



even more!



I love people watching.



It's a hobby.



Like right now I'm watching you



through your window



and I'd just like to say:



THAT'S DISGUSTING!



Just kidding!



That's totally normal at your age!



JOKE!



Or am I?



I've become bored



with the normal cutz



so I've taken to carving wordz



into my skin.



So far



I've done:



ALONE



on my left thigh



right in the middle.



Hate Me



on my left thigh



on the inner part.



Please?



on my right hip



just above my jeanz.



Kill Me



right under where



my bikini ridez.



And a lil' heart



on my right ankle.


Above where Kill Me used to be it says I♥ U


That's all I've done so far.



I do a lot of babysitting,



and I love little kidz



and babiez!



Tommorrow I get to see my baby Olivia!



Well,



she's not technically mine.



But sometimez,



it feelz that way.



I haven't seen her since



the last week of school.



I AM



EMO



A SISTER



A FRIEND



A MOMMY



(to some)



MISUNDERSTOOD



BEAUTIFUL



UGLY



CONTRADICTORY



INSANE



CU-RAAAZY!



COMPLICATED



HURT



WEIRD



WACKY



A WINTERGIRL



DEATH'S LITTLE MESSENGER GIRL



AND ALL VARIATIONZ



OF THE COLOR



...



yellow!



(which is why itz pink)



A PROVERB



A?



CONFUSING



A SQUIRREL



ANOREXIC



ABUSED



THE CENTER OF EVERY RUMOR



I AM



...



(wait for it)



...



(any minute now)



...



(dramatic pause)



...



ME!

Heart of Ice Die Die Die's Works:

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My Disease

I feel as if I have been abandoned
Even though there are people all around me.
I can only feel the depression sinking in deeper and deeper
it's a disease, spreading through my veins,
becoming worse and worse with every breath I take.
The true face of my depression surronded
in the same black shroud that I am surronded in.
The disease spreads farther and farther
Cutting me deeper and deeper.

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