Heart of Ice Die Die Die
Heart of Ice Die Die Die Poems
|161.||Broken Beyond Repair||8/1/2009|
|162.||Almost Whole Again||10/9/2009|
|163.||Because Of You||5/23/2009|
|164.||Sick Of Living||7/14/2009|
|165.||I'M Telling You This Now||9/16/2009|
I can't keep doing this to myself,
the stress will kill me.
I have to stop
I can't keep doing this.
It's become out of control.
Too hard to control.
I'll kill myself,
possibly on accident,
but maybe not.
I've already tried,
too close a call.
Words carved into my skin.
is the brand I bear.
I can't be trusted ALONE anymore.
But I'm drowning,
I can't see the surface anymore.
I call for help,
no I SCREAM
But no one answers.
They've all but forgotten
the girl they used to love,
or at least were ...
I look around slowly
And I see the pain and suffering in this world
And I start to realize that
I am only a small part of that pain
And it wouldn't matter to anyone if one day
I just ceased to exist
No one would notice and no one would care.
So, I walked out one day and was about to jump
When somebody caught me from behind