Heart of Ice Die Die Die
Heart of Ice Die Die Die Poems
|161.||Broken Beyond Repair||8/1/2009|
|162.||Almost Whole Again||10/9/2009|
|163.||Because Of You||5/23/2009|
|164.||Sick Of Living||7/14/2009|
|165.||I'M Telling You This Now||9/16/2009|
I can't keep doing this to myself,
the stress will kill me.
I have to stop
I can't keep doing this.
It's become out of control.
Too hard to control.
I'll kill myself,
possibly on accident,
but maybe not.
I've already tried,
too close a call.
Words carved into my skin.
is the brand I bear.
I can't be trusted ALONE anymore.
But I'm drowning,
I can't see the surface anymore.
I call for help,
no I SCREAM
But no one answers.
They've all but forgotten
the girl they used to love,
or at least were ...
I opened my heart to you
And you stabbed it through with a knife
and you said: I love you forever, please understand.
The last words I heard as I took in my dying breath,
Uttered from your lips.
The last thing I saw, with my now glazed over eyes,
standing over me with the knife now bloody
with our blood.