You've been my husband and my friend
the best part of my life.
I have always been so grateful
for the day I became your wife.... more »
Hello my love I miss you
I miss your voice I miss your smile.
It's been so long since I heard you
it may still be a little while.... more »
There is no way to fix us
no way to change what has been done.
To erase the damage the way we feel
go back to when we were one.... more »
love my children dearly
as every mother does.
I try each day my hardest
not because I have to... more »
I never meant to hurt you
when the ink flowed from my pen.
Never meant to scar your heart
with the thoughts trapped inside my head.... more »
This isn't how we planned things
what we wanted out of life.
After eighteen years together
you're still my hero, my white knight.... more »
I can't believe you're leaving
you decided you can't stay.
I can't believe the pain inside
will it ever go away?... more »
Back Into The Blackness
How do I go on
living my life?
When the light is extinguished... more »
Can I Say Thank You
Thank you for your patience
for your understanding way.
Thank you for your forgiveness... more »
Today I am alive
because of that love that you gave.
You fought to keep me here
to show me I had a place.... more »
There she was
standing off in the rain.
she took my breath away.... more »
I wish I had the words to tell you
what was in my heart and head.
The depth of what I'm feeling
the future that I dread.... more »
I'm letting go now dad
although I'm still not sure how.
Letting go of those beliefs
all of them right now.... more »
Each time you say I love you
my heart cries out believe!
He means it, he's not lying!
It's really meant for me.... more »
Dear friend I know I'll miss you
more than words can say.
Dear friend my door is open,
will forever be that way.... more »
I used to write my feelings
so that others may understand.
Just what I was thinking
inside my heart and in my head.... more »
I have a disease I admit it
don't know if it has a name.
Somedays it's here thn it's gone
as quickly as it came.... more »
Now I Lay me down to sleep,
I wish the answer to my prayer I'll meet.
i wish to wake up
not quite so tall.... more »
I've found eternity
in such a simple place.
It's love and completeness,
dreams and faith.... more »
I miss you
more than I ever thought I could.
You underdstood me
the way only you could.... more »
With tiny hands
and tiny feet.
They are small and full of life.
As they learn to talk... more »
Once a child snall and full of light,
you guided me and held me,
when I was frightend in the night.
you rocked me when I cried... more »
I Know I Promised You
I know I promised you
If the day came I'd let you go.
You asked me and I promised... more »
Imagine a world lonely
hungry without hope.
Imagine being hurt
passed aside for drugs and dope.... more »
The mask that I wear
is cracked and slightly worn.
The truth is leaking out
but no one cares to look anymore.... more »
I cannot believe we've ended here
our path will now part ways.
You've been so much
a part of my soul and my life... more »
Have I ever told you about this friend I have
she keeps us guessing and on our toes.
She's not the best for showing up on time
but she's got the biggest heart I know.... more »
The mother I knoe is dying,
her soul is going to heaven above.
I look at her crying,
I don't understand... more »
I won't say a word
I won't make a sound.
My heart won't ache
my head won't pound.... more »
I Cry Because
I'm drowning in this darkness
it's consuming me I know.
I am scared to again be nothing... more »
Heart, soul, body mind
until the end of time.
If you doubtthis love of mine... more »
Swamps and fire,
forests and seas,
plains tapped to cast a ward of green,
As Gods we fight to be the winning hand,... more »
I am an addict
if only an addict to myself.
I am insecure afraid
of never being loved by anyone else.... more »
For every shadow seen and heard
the winds change the day.
My memories past and present
will come at night to stay.
He told me to just dropp it
to move on and live in peace.
Yet for every night there is a nightmare
tearing up my dreams.
My heart is pained with anger
a feeling of deceit.
For I betrayed myself
I gave in to defeat.
I gave up my control
on that dark and dreadful night.
I gave up my soul
when I abandoned my fight.
I tried to stop him
I tried to tell him
There were three thousand plus,
who entered the gates in heaven.
Unsure how or why,
their lives on earth had ended.
they looked around,
a quickness racing through their minds.
Then all at once they saw him,
he sat there,
and he cried.