Biography of Jade Howser
I love to write, sing, draw, and play instruments. I'm an expert at the flute, novice at piano/keyboard, and am currently trying to find someone to give me guitar lessons.
Jade Howser Poems
I'm living in a black and white monochrome world A place where my own warm, rich blood isn't a beautiful red My mind is black, my soul is white, my heart doesn't exist In my head colors don't exist, surely I should be dead
You follow your dreams more than needed You idolize me, your family's advice unheeded They say I'm like a serpent, you just don't realize I promise I'll change the way you idealize
If life was an ocean, I would be drowning Outside I'm smiling, inside I'm dying I'm a rat in a cage full of pent-up rage I'm just a broken puppet on a black, dead stage
I sit here, thinking what did I do wrong? You cast me aside, thinking you're too strong In reality, we're all the same, the same empty shell Just looking in your eyes, your sorrow is too hard to tell
I sat in the window staring out at the starrless sky I sometimes wonder, will I ever learn to fly? Yet I know, even that is impossible for someone like me How is it I'm alive, or how is it I can be?
You follow your dreams more than needed
You idolize me, your family's advice unheeded
They say I'm like a serpent, you just don't realize
I promise I'll change the way you idealize
You're too blind to see what's in front of you
Just like all the others, you will fall for my trap too
I can make your heart stop, I can make you hit your knees
Once it's all over, you will no longer be