Jamie Haddock

Forgive me Lord for I am a sinner
I know the truth and yet I fall
I ask your forgiveness for I'm
letting the devil drag me down
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Have you ever made love underneath the moonlight,
Wished upon a star with all your might,
Have you ever really believed in fate,
ANYTHING to ease the ache.
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Sometimes I hurt and wonder why
What did I do to deserve this life
Does God hate me or is this game
The game of living, its all the same
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In the morning thou shalt hear my voice,
Our heavenly King, will I rejoice,
It is He that makes me strong,
All day long, I will sing His song.
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Whats wrong with me
Was I blinded and just couldn't see
Why does it bother me
These are the questions that follow me
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The winds are blowing colder
leaves fall to the ground
Mother Earth wants us to hold her
As she screams out without a sound
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I've wasted many days and nights
Searching for that all time high
Trying to get that feeling right
It didn't matter at that time
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Oh I just gotta know
where the rainbow goes
Does it touch land
just not where I stand...
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I think back on past times
Back when we were young
It seems so long ago
When were alone having fun
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I knew it was to late
After I'd had my court date
I don't know if it was fate
But now I'm a detainee of the state
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I've never cared much
A heart to cold to touch
Seperated from society
Made anger my priority
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Theres no way to describe what Im feeling inside
None of my dreams could even compare
To this Love that we share
Just seeing a smile on your face
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Have you ever searched a bookshelf
for a book on lost goodbyes
Do you think maybe a deaf ear
can hear our lonesome cries
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I'm driving through a thunder storm.
Lightning flashes and the thunder rolls
Through the wipers I can't see ahead,
Sometimes that's life, but God Knows;
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A wondering maze Lost in this place
I cant seem to find the end
A friendly face Hides any trace
Of whats lying around the bend
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How could I ever tell you
You mean the world to me
Sometimes I dont show it
But you are my everything
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I ponder on my thoughts
It seems the thing to do
Wondering why I've got
A tendency to lose
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I feel lost in a nightmare
Only I stand here awake
Listening to a mother cry
As her son was lowered into his grave
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No wishes will be granted on the stars tonight,
And the sun wont lend the moon its light.
No magic lingers in the air,
And nobody really truly cares.
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Sometimes this life hurts us in so many ways.
We don't understand it but there it still lays.
Fly balls we can't catch, curve balls we can't hit.
We've just got to know we can never quit.
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