Head Over Heels
I want to be myself around you
But all I can do is wear the mask of another
Someone you want me to be
If I stop speaking untruths
You might turn away, you might leave me
And I’ll just disappoint and disgust you
But I want to be all I can be for you
And all you want me to be
The problem is that those two are not the same
They are far from what I want in life
Is it good enough for you?
Can I dare to be myself?
Take the risk of jumping into a frozen lake?
Maybe, if, but, what happens then?
The point of no return. Another notch on my regret...