Biography of Jasmine Thompson
I have been abused and used so many times by people who say they love me. I will never know what true love is because of them. I have a lot of anger built up towards my birth parents, my brother, my mom, and myself that one little wrong word from someone sends me into a spiral of wrong decisions. I figured out how to cut in 9th grade and had almost achieved death a month afterwards. If you ever saw me you would be trying to figure out how such a loving, kind, and caring girl could be that destructive towards herself, well its not hard. At the age of 5 I knew i wasn't perfect n that i would never be perfect. I was constantly reminded of my fatness and my weirdness. Being born cross eyed and adopted brings a lot of stereotypes. Between the ages of 5 to 12 i was emotionally abused by my first love. But that was not a big thing for me since whenever I went home I was abused anyways. After the age of 12 i left love alone, but my brother taught me things I hadn't known. Like lying, cutting corners in chores, and being unreliable. I continued down this sprial for years and am still suffering from the consequences of my actions. About a year and a half later, I gave love another try it didnt last long nor have many relationships after that. I learned to build a barrier around my heart. I hardly let people in. Then this year came. So many problems. Boyfriend has a way of abusing me through saying he'l kill himself if I leave so I try not to. And when I finally got tired of my moms hurtful words and looks and was going to end it all. I met some friends who helped me. They understand what I'm going through and why I want to die somedays. I hate putting this burden on them..............................................
This brings me to my poetry. My poetry is sweet, morbid, disturbing, and filled with emotions; because that is what I feel.I write poetry to get my views and opinions expressed into the world. To get my lifestory out in the open and show other abuse victims to not be afraid.
I'm not anymore.
Jasmine Thompson Poems
I met him online what we had was so innocent so fun and alive
Forever together We shall be Forever together
A Crooked Smile (Song)
With your deep brown eyes and your crooked smile you swept me away for quite a while when you smiled
We had been by each others sides every day and night you were there when i cried my trails of tears you dried
She says 'watch out! You might end up hurt.' She says 'Don't be stupid.
rays of sun only come when you smile
Change In Scenery
I'll keep my small town girl name but you can change the trees change the breeze
The Color Of The Moon
The color of the moon so pale and so blue makes me wanna cry when I look at the moon
Kisses In The Rain
Pouring outside we're running hand in hand jumping in puddles and laughing like kids
Sometimes I give sometimes I live other times I wish I could forgive.
I sing a little song for the one I love I hum a little tune
If you don’t know me Why do you judge? If you don’t understand
Leaving won’t stop her heart ache. Leaving won’t make her tears fake. Leaving won’t make her forget.
I write it a thousand times I cry a thousand tears I say it a thousand times I swallow a thousand fears.
What happened to love?
It just disappeared.
What happened to hope?
it’s no where near.
What happened to you
being here with me?
What happened to love,
what happened to me?