Jennifer Panner

An angel in disguise
hidden behind broken pride
of all these human lies
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Tell me when in going to know that someone is there by my side...
That in the end i dont have to hide
That in the night i dont have to cry
My parents blackened my eyes and then apologized
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Trust you say that in the end everything will be ok
Well tell me what do you know
I feel the hurt that people have every day
And it seems that no matter what it wont go away
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If one day u feel like crying.... call me. I don’t promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away- don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask u to stop......but I can run with u. If one day u don’t want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no answer.....come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you.
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The Answer
The lightning flashed as angels
Rode fiery chargers through the clouds
That answer scared me into tears
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In a darkened room
Beyond the reach of God's faith
Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed
The rage of the angels left silent and cold
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Time has a beginning and a end
A bad and a good
A left and a right
My home is just a prisen with out the fences
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In my mind there are things that no one will ever get to see
The things that have been done
The hidden past that was never shown
I am not the one that you think I am
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as i lay here,
I close my eyes, only hours have past
I still feel your breath on my cheek
your smell seems to linger in my mind
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when you run from something for so long...
And you take the chance to breath
i seem to have lost the reason and willingness to run
i am afraid everyday that the way i feel may pass
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everyone has a good and a bad
The potential to justify and deminstrate the characteristicsa with in
the some come to find the peace and love hidden with in
And some just settle for whats given
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American soilders come and they go...
But to get to stand by ane and have the chance to heart there story
Is a memory that i will never got to forget..
I never understood what if felt like to be an american until i talked wiht my friend jade..
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As time slips by
I sit here and wonder where my heart and soul could be
Why I cant think or hardly even breath
My sense of comfort shatters as shadows seem to move
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God i have so many questions to ask you
sometime i have to think if you even care
I believe but sometimes it just so hard
I want to know and i want to understand, but sometime its hard
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A poets heart is filled with so many untold memorys that i dont know where to even start
My mind and heart races as i know that my story begins
from a abused child, to a brand new kind of friend
fend for ones self for i know that this is true
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chance is sometimes something that you just cant avoid
and when it happens one is never prone to like it
the way things used to be will and can nevr be the same agian
even if you try people only have the samething happen one
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Well babe as I wait to hear from u I remember ur touch...ur smile... The sweet taste of a kiss its no wonder my heart is taken….

I know your not there but just wanted to say hello and hope today finds u still having good feelings of love and an inter warmth….
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My suffering begins when you had to walk away
For the reasons i cant bear to say
The gift of pain is what is left
The most wonderful thing lies inside
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As the days go on I notice that I can no longer write that need and want has deseased.
As if my heart is lieing in a million little pieces on the floor
I used to write about love and the hurt the emotions that I had been feeling when I was with him
But now I don’t have those emotions so over all it seems that I should stop
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