Two voices in my head. Different in every way. Each one comes and goes when ever they want not caring what the moment is. It's not that I'm crazy, I've just discovered the hidden me. You will never understand what it is or how it feels. There's nothing I can do when they start because I want both but I cant have them both.
Craving them...Reaching for them...
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Why dont they let me rest?
Why cant they leave?
Get out of my head...
Let me escape...
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Voices, Voices in my head...
Voices, Voices go away...
They took me away.
They control me every day.
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The night brings me peace.
The day makes me weak.
I'm scared to face the day.
Who knows how much more pain I will receive.
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I've been lost for some time now.
Faded from reality.
All that I have now are just memories...
the smiles...the laughter...the emotions...the feeling of being alive!
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The suns warmth holds me
feeling...secure during the days...horror.
Running...Hiding...
From the nights...darkness
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These thoughts in my head...
never leave me alone.
They just sit there waiting.
These emotions within me...
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