Jessie Li here Poems

As I look out to the white grave
I wish to stay here all through the day
Peace and quiet and only me
Writting poems and stories for all of time
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Little person in the well
Why are you still here
Is life so hard to look at
You must linger here
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I seemed to be following u
Agreeing because of hatred
Then...
U think i cant hear u
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What if my life was just still
No having to think
No heart beating
No breathing
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dedicated to Michelle and Natalie
Why does mommy have to yell?
Why does she hit, when i have done nothing?
Why does she only try to make me cry...
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This is me
Slowly falling
Into the depths of Everything
I fall while
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Tears slowly fall from
Your delicate face
How sad
That I helped you
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They whisper in hushed tones
Outside the room
Pretending that I don't hear
Not every word enters clearly in the room,
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The strength I'm ssupposed to have
Melts away,
With my face
Tears fill my entire body
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Happy when in saddness,
Lonely but love being alone,
Crying but no one can see tears,
Sleeping but unable to sleep,
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