Joshua Fegley (Just another dying day... / I'm fading away)
Joshua Fegley Poems
A Legacy Of Broken Dreams (Villanelle)
a legacy of broken dreams... she came to me, for love is never what it seems,
I put the shotgun to my head, a fraction from now I'll be dead. An ounce of lead pierces into my head, cerebrial fluid starts to spread.
I Am Fading Away
As I stand, feeling the rain; flowing over me, washing away my pain.
Hope And Courage
It's been eleven years, since I first met you. I know that the blessed, are far and few.
She dances A little timid, a little shy Such beauty and grace Before the world's eye
No one understands They can't understand You won't let them in You won't let them understand
An Act Of Patricide
Over the lips, through the gums, as I pull the trigger, my shotgun hums.
Again... you cut your wrist today, you said you... needed the release.
In an open field I sit, my life has turned to shit; as I take this blade, and I make my slit.
I come to you place, and kick down your door, as the door flies open... I close the distance across the floor.
I'm on my back, and you're on top; you're riding me all night... and won't stop.
When I Die...
When I die... let my body burn. Deposit my ashes, inside my sepulchral urn.
A young man molested, as a boy; just a little boy. Treated like an object, or like a little toy.
I'Ll Die Alone
Life scars us Because we're one of the same But you were different And now you're the one to blame
Hope And Courage
It's been eleven years,
since I first met you.
I know that the blessed,
are far and few.
I wish I saved myself
just for you.
As I write this poem,
only for you.