Biography of Juggalette Missa
'Cemetery lady, my cemetery girl, cemetery baby i want you in my world, Cemetery woman we can still be down cuz your more then just a corpse to a psychopathic clown! ' <-Best Song Ever! Anyways im a total Metalhead Stoner Juggalette.MMFWCL! ! ! I'm just getting over some hardcore drugs problems So my lifes pretty chiodic.I'm trying to better myself so please no drama! I think all guys are jerks or maybe its just me.lol I b Runnin' wit da hatchet and keep it wicked! I beem writing sice i was 8. I guess being in a mental hospital so much theres nothing better to do..
Juggalette Missa Poems
I'M Dead But Yet Still Breathing!
I'm dead but yet still breathing, All these voices in my head screaming, Telling me to end all the pain, Driving me insane,
I pop perkaset...Cuz i'm A nervous Reck! I Snort Vicaden...Just Because i can! I take Xanax like candy...just so i can sleep! I Slit my wrist...hoping i cut to deep!
What I'Ve Become!
Over and over i ask myself what could be wrong with me, When i look in to the mirror i don't reconize what i see, I used to be so happy even normal if you most say, Sometime i wish i could go back and relive those days,
Why do I bother living? when i know i'm unwanted, All these memories of those fight and harsh words keep me hounted, Tired of Waiting for then to fade and disappear,
I'm Stuck here in this broken home, i'd be better of alone, No one to get my hopes up, No one to lie,
Everyday i promised you i was done that id never do it again, But i never really quit to begin, i lied and told you i was sober, cuz i knew if you found out are friendship would be over,
I Loved You So!
You played with my emotions like it was a game. Little do you know things will never be the same, Tonight i broke down feeling very alone, Just me and the blade no one else was home,
Ever wonder if your going to heaven or hell, Or wish you could send yourself
Why is my life such a mess? I wish i could be saved like a damsile in destress,
Can any one here my cry for help, No longer can i bare being by myself,
Cutting is my pleasure, Cutting is my pain, Cutting is what keeps me from going insane, Cutting makes me cry,
A cut for her mom, A cut for her dad, A cut because shes always sad, A cut for living, Acut for dying,
Its over but do u even care? Losing u i dont think id be able to bare, I see ur face everywhere, It most be my imagination cuz i kno ur not really here,
For I Am
I'm the rope around your neck, I'm those scars that make your body look a reck, I'm every bottle that you drink, I'm all your blood that pours down the sink,
Why do I bother living?
when i know i'm unwanted,
All these memories of those fight and harsh words keep me hounted,
Tired of Waiting for then to fade and disappear,
Repeating over and over in my head like a never ending nightmare,
Trying to mend my empty and broken heart,
But how can you fix something that wasn't whole from the start,
Wondering if i'll ever find eternal peace,
Choking on all the pain and sorrow like a deathly disease,