Kaspa Richards Poems

21 years of bottling up my emotions and fighting alone
Got me bubbling and erupting under the surface
Like mixing mentos in a coke bottle I'm ready to explode
Frustrations, anger, and anxiety have no purpose
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I got people in my life who don’t know how bad I got it
Not that its there fault I don’t go on about it
Coz lets be honest at the end of the day
Speaking about it wont stop it wont take it away
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Blew my chance all them years back a regret I won’t forget,
Wish I could go back too that day,
We kissed and the next day I kept you away
You said to me in bed in the morning
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It’s a sad state of affairs
When you start to loose your friends
No one there to show they care
You even miss them driving you round the bend
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Sitting hearing watching
The wind hit the leaves
Seeing them flutter
And shake in the breeze
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I have lost all control over my soul
They won the war as my drugs take hold
I do as I’m told, engulfed in my demons victory
It feels so good could this be but trickery?
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With regards to hip hop I’ve been nothing but bored
Ever since Tupac Shakur's ghetto soul soared
Coz the artists that followed do nothing but record
Lower quality music that sheep here do adore
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Sitting in bed so silent n still
Flying on this weed and valium pill
I’ve been so tired lately
Its f****** unreal
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I’m falling i'm sliding i’m slipping away
I dream for the angels to take me as I pray
Away from this life of filth and decay
To a place where I can enjoy my day
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Sitting in my forest of seclusion I close my eyes,
I think of the birds on the wing high in the sky,
And how they teach me no matter the impossibility
There’s a way if I find it, a way for me to fly
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