I sit down in my dark room and hide,
About to commit mass suicide,
I stare down at the blade in my hand,
Wondering if death is more grand,
...
I sit cold, in the middle of a storm,
My tears falling like the rain,
My screams sounding much like the thunder,
My feelings seeming a lot like the lighting.
...
Go head, get drunk and have your fun,
Go right ahead and make those mistakes that cant be undone,
I just don’t care anymore about what you do,
I haven’t ever since I’ve realized what you’ve put me and mom threw,
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