Biography of kathryn briones
theres not much to say about me..my father has been in jail most of my life and even when he wasnt i never saw him.I moved around alot as a little kid, sometimes back to same place more than once or twice.I never had many friends and at one point no friends at all, i guess i was to 'weird'.I was also bullied alot and taken advantage of..then once i moved back to santa clara in 2009ish most of my life got better.But now i suffer from the shit i went through and im pretty messed up now..
kathryn briones Poems
Alone Is Better
theres rubble and ash where my soul used to be put a chain and lock around my trust and threw away the key.
Those eyes, your eyes, babe Like black holes, babe Have i ever seen something so deadly sweet like your eyes, babe That smile, your smile, love
The Insanity Within Control
i know im going to break. when i just cant take it anymore. the moment where i realize the blood isnt enough.
these thoughts wont leave me alone i cant sleep press the blade against my skin i cant eat
taunt and haunt me mock me, weaken my bones make me feel a pain no one knows
smile so forced laugh so fake just like a barbie doll
Im Here Because Of You
i dont feel needed i dont feel wanted i dont feel good enough unless im with you.
thoughts oh thoughts in my mind why do you do this to me because now everything is what's wrong with me and i fear no one needs me
what goes on in your silly little head? how do you sleep in your bed at night when you know what you did today? when made that little girl cry today
thoughts oh thoughts in my mind why do you do this to me
because now everything is what's wrong with me
and i fear no one needs me
my vision has become blurred and now i hate what i see
when i look in the mirror
my damn thoughts did this to me
i am not happy nor sad anymore