I am defying all of the light from my world,
I am defying all of the love from my heart.
I am defying the thought of my life being curled,
I am defying the thought of the earth not coming apart.
My heart is evaporating from my boiling blood of anger
And my eyes are beginning to close.
My head is dying from the lack of lifes laughter
But this is the life that i chose.