Kody, I'm not a perfect person either, and I don't know if you frequent this site, but I would like to tell you that you speak to me. Your words are so kind, and true. I only wish I had felt worthy in the time I had known you. Maybe if I hadn't been such a horrible person I could have been someone you liked. I will forever wonder what your coddling arms felt like, and in a moment of sadness, despair and even heartache, your comforting words. I know Drew hurt you, and I wish I could have warned you. I still have no idea about anything, because I am so trapped in my own messy life, and I cannot escape.