Lauren Phillips

Biography of Lauren Phillips

i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :)

okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is.
~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~
i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName: Lauren Michelle PhillipsBirthday: March 16th,1990Birthplace: Raleigh, NCCurrent Location: Apex, NCEye Color: BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 5'9''Right Handed or Left Handed: rightYour Heritage: I'M WELSH DAMNIT! and proud of it :) The Shoes You Wore Today: chucksYour Weakness: bein ticklishYour Fears: complete darkness and bein aloneYour Perfect Pizza: cold pizza 4 breakfastGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not wasting my timeYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'Thoughts First Waking Up: 'where's my hunni? ! ? 'Your Best Physical Feature: sadly, my tits.Your Bedtime: Z? Your Most Missed Memory: DAMNIT, i can't remimber.Pepsi or Coke: pepsi! MacDonalds or Burger King: fuck that...wendy'sSingle or Group Dates: singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton plzChocolate or Vanilla: bothCappuccino or Coffee: both...and expresso.Do you Smoke: *cough*cough* no.....never....Do you Swear: what the fuck r u fucking talking about? ! ? of course not.Do you Sing: in the shower.Do you Shower Daily: yes i do..every morningHave you Been in Love: yes, and still am :) Do you want to go to College: yes i doDo you want to get Married: not quite yet.Do you belive in yourself: occasionallyDo you get Motion Sickness: yeah and it sucksDo you think you are Attractive: sometimesAre you a Health Freak: if i'm havin an OCD day...Do you get along with your Parents: most of the timeDo you like Thunderstorms: yeah just minus the lightiningDo you play an Instrument: piano and i'm okay at the gutiarIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course i haven't :) In the past month have you Smoked: possiblyIn the past month have you been on Drugs: ...i...don't think so...In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes with sean :) In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yupIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: had 2! ! does that count? In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yupIn the past month have you been on Stage: in my head...In the past month have you been Dumped: no cuz my hunni loves me! ! In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO! ! ! .....*yes*.....In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no cuz imma good girl...*cough*cough*Ever been Drunk: yup ypu puy....lolEver been called a Tease: yesEver been Beaten up: .....sorta...Ever Shoplifted: it u work for the government? if u do, then of course not! ! How do you want to Die: hahaWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographerWhat country would you most like to Visit: the U.K.In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color: bluish-gray or brown or green...nvm...ALL! Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or blackShort or Long Hair: dont careHeight: dont careWeight: not HUGE but not teeny teeny tiny lolBest Clothing Style: no styleNumber of Drugs I have taken: one...two...three...uh...get back 2 me on that...Number of CDs I own: thirty threeNumber of Piercings: was 2Number of Tattoos: no real 1's...3 wanna be tattoosNumber of things in my Past I Regret: ....too many to count on my fingers and toes....CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Updates

Drunken Of Fatigue

as crystal eyes sway
they long for a dream
for a weary mind
is not quite sane enough for consiousness
the glass tear dropp pendulum
softly swings from an unsturdy hold
fate seems fantasy
in this breif moment of vacillate thinking
yet through complete uncertainty