Lauren Phillips

i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :)
LAuReN

okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is.
~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~
i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~



TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName: Lauren Michelle PhillipsBirthday: March 16th,1990Birthplace: Raleigh, NCCurrent Location: Apex, NCEye Color: BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 5'9''Right Handed or Left Handed: rightYour Heritage: I'M WELSH DAMNIT! and proud of it :) The Shoes You Wore Today: chucksYour Weakness: bein ticklishYour Fears: complete darkness and bein aloneYour Perfect Pizza: cold pizza 4 breakfastGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not wasting my timeYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'Thoughts First Waking Up: 'where's my hunni? ! ? 'Your Best Physical Feature: sadly, my tits.Your Bedtime: Z? Your Most Missed Memory: DAMNIT, i can't remimber.Pepsi or Coke: pepsi! MacDonalds or Burger King: fuck that...wendy'sSingle or Group Dates: singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton plzChocolate or Vanilla: bothCappuccino or Coffee: both...and expresso.Do you Smoke: *cough*cough* no.....never....Do you Swear: what the fuck r u fucking talking about? ! ? of course not.Do you Sing: in the shower.Do you Shower Daily: yes i do..every morningHave you Been in Love: yes, and still am :) Do you want to go to College: yes i doDo you want to get Married: not quite yet.Do you belive in yourself: occasionallyDo you get Motion Sickness: yeah and it sucksDo you think you are Attractive: sometimesAre you a Health Freak: if i'm havin an OCD day...Do you get along with your Parents: most of the timeDo you like Thunderstorms: yeah just minus the lightiningDo you play an Instrument: piano and i'm okay at the gutiarIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course i haven't :) In the past month have you Smoked: possiblyIn the past month have you been on Drugs: ...i...don't think so...In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes with sean :) In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yupIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: um..no...i had 2! ! does that count? In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yupIn the past month have you been on Stage: in my head...In the past month have you been Dumped: no cuz my hunni loves me! ! In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO! ! ! .....*yes*.....In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no cuz imma good girl...*cough*cough*Ever been Drunk: yup ypu puy....lolEver been called a Tease: yesEver been Beaten up: .....sorta...Ever Shoplifted: it depends...do u work for the government? if u do, then of course not! ! How do you want to Die: having.......fun. hahaWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographerWhat country would you most like to Visit: the U.K.In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color: bluish-gray or brown or green...nvm...ALL! Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or blackShort or Long Hair: dont careHeight: dont careWeight: not HUGE but not teeny teeny tiny lolBest Clothing Style: no styleNumber of Drugs I have taken: one...two...three...uh...get back 2 me on that...Number of CDs I own: thirty threeNumber of Piercings: was 6...now 2Number of Tattoos: no real 1's...3 wanna be tattoosNumber of things in my Past I Regret: ....too many to count on my fingers and toes....CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!