Biography of Lauren Phillips
i have been writing poetry since i was about seven or eight years old, but i have misplaced a lot of it and just recently i have been searching for my notebooks. i submit my poems as i find them with the date of which they were written included at the bottom. i hope you enjoy reading them. their subjects somewhat vary, but most decribe ways i feel and how i think and preceive things, such as situations i have been in or how i view people and my surroundings. feel free to e-mail me...i try to get on at least once a day. :)
okay i dont know why anyone would find my life the least bit interesting, but ive decided to actully write a short biography-in the biography section! yes. its amazing, i know(haha..ha..that would be sarcasm :) okay here it is.
~*march sixteenth 1990, i was born in raleigh north carolina. when i was a little older than nine months old i started living with my grandparents in wilmington, north carolina. i guess you could say i was the 'weird one' in school(okay, i still am) and i didnt have very many friends. ive had odd thoughts about things for as long as i can remember, but usally chose to keep to myself about most things. i think that is one of the main reasons that i started writing. i shared my thoughts with myself and then i started to understand myself more. in july of 2004 i moved in with my dad and step-mom. i have learned a lot about myself since the move, and my poems became helpful-i could see things i hadnt before and was feeling happier, which ment more optimistic writing! but not too much, because i often write about things that are serious to me. i hope to soon be able to still seriously care about things, but also highlight the good characteristics of things.*~
i have brownish black hair, brown eyes, and i'm about 5'10'. i have just recently moved into a group home in durham, nc and i'm not sure how long i will live here.~*still in progress*~
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName: Lauren Michelle PhillipsBirthday: March 16th,1990Birthplace: Raleigh, NCCurrent Location: Apex, NCEye Color: BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 5'9''Right Handed or Left Handed: rightYour Heritage: I'M WELSH DAMNIT! and proud of it :) The Shoes You Wore Today: chucksYour Weakness: bein ticklishYour Fears: complete darkness and bein aloneYour Perfect Pizza: cold pizza 4 breakfastGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not wasting my timeYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'Thoughts First Waking Up: 'where's my hunni? ! ? 'Your Best Physical Feature: sadly, my tits.Your Bedtime: Z? Your Most Missed Memory: DAMNIT, i can't remimber.Pepsi or Coke: pepsi! MacDonalds or Burger King: fuck that...wendy'sSingle or Group Dates: singleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton plzChocolate or Vanilla: bothCappuccino or Coffee: both...and expresso.Do you Smoke: *cough*cough* no.....never....Do you Swear: what the fuck r u fucking talking about? ! ? of course not.Do you Sing: in the shower.Do you Shower Daily: yes i do..every morningHave you Been in Love: yes, and still am :) Do you want to go to College: yes i doDo you want to get Married: not quite yet.Do you belive in yourself: occasionallyDo you get Motion Sickness: yeah and it sucksDo you think you are Attractive: sometimesAre you a Health Freak: if i'm havin an OCD day...Do you get along with your Parents: most of the timeDo you like Thunderstorms: yeah just minus the lightiningDo you play an Instrument: piano and i'm okay at the gutiarIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol: of course i haven't :) In the past month have you Smoked: possiblyIn the past month have you been on Drugs: ...i...don't think so...In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes with sean :) In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yupIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: um..no...i had 2! ! does that count? In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yupIn the past month have you been on Stage: in my head...In the past month have you been Dumped: no cuz my hunni loves me! ! In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO! ! ! .....*yes*.....In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no cuz imma good girl...*cough*cough*Ever been Drunk: yup ypu puy....lolEver been called a Tease: yesEver been Beaten up: .....sorta...Ever Shoplifted: it depends...do u work for the government? if u do, then of course not! ! How do you want to Die: having.......fun. hahaWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up: a photographerWhat country would you most like to Visit: the U.K.In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color: bluish-gray or brown or green...nvm...ALL! Favourite Hair Color: dark brown or blackShort or Long Hair: dont careHeight: dont careWeight: not HUGE but not teeny teeny tiny lolBest Clothing Style: no styleNumber of Drugs I have taken: one...two...three...uh...get back 2 me on that...Number of CDs I own: thirty threeNumber of Piercings: was 6...now 2Number of Tattoos: no real 1's...3 wanna be tattoosNumber of things in my Past I Regret: ....too many to count on my fingers and toes....CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
Lauren Phillips Poems
frost bitten rain drop watched by crystal eyes spinning in whirl-winds dancing across still skies
Drunken Of Fatigue
as crystal eyes sway they long for a dream for a weary mind is not quite sane enough for consiousness
The Irony Of Despair
the silence breaks the noise; dark and fearful as shadows consume the light and the sun that shown with radiance;
Latent Happiness Part Ii
Provoked Thoughts i find myself sitting affront this velvet curtain
Latent Happiness Part I
life unfolding behind the velvet curtain lies forgiven goodness redeemed
silent murderer creeping through my mind kill every lovely thought tear open my heart
spots the color of cardboard painted cotton coming from the seams red marks in a perfect line all hiding an unseen beauty
it just keeps ringing. why won't you answer? the blood keeps falling my heart beating faster
Conversing With Myself
i see what you couldn't see i feel things you couldn't feel
I Wish You'D Stop To Think
the looks you give the words you say the thoughts you think the feelings you feel
We Will Be Happy
kill them put them out of their misary they've been crying this storm of tears for way too long
A Subtle Suicide
she just says she's fine she acts like she's okay you believe her she seems happy
Here You Go
a holiday for you a break from insanity a path away from lies but it's only a holiday on your end
I'M Gonna Write A Poem
i'm gonna write a poem not too long nor too short it will be about beauty about life and death and happiness
are you happy now that you're in love?
is it as good as you thought it would be?
are you trying not to think about
how much it's going to hurt when
when he leaves like all the others?
are you just trying to enjoy
this wonderful feeling
as long as he will let you?
are you trying not to remember