Once words leave from my mouth to be said,
They are not rehearsed to fit snuggly...
To take into consideration your preferred wishes.
In a way that is expressed to address,
...
People who live each new day,
To relive a previous day...
And say,
They wish they knew what was going on.
...
One should keep this,
As an emergency kit...
Their word unbroken.
Promises made and kept.
...
Some will shift their pity,
To replace it with a guilt.
And with their magnified denials,
Will profess innocence.
...
You want to know what it's like,
To grow up in the projects?
Being different and taking risks?
...
Give me a moment.
I want to find a specific way,
To tell you this.
...
I married into what I thought would be,
Then...
A good relationship.
And I had experienced one before,
...
I sleep well.
When under your spell.
And feeling peaceful.
...
You have no 'constitutional' rights,
To police protection.
The police are there to uphold the 'law'.
Public safety...
...
I don't want to be the one you leave.
Or be that one to know,
Those cold winds...
When I'm loosened from your hold.
...