It started as a game, a simple joke.
A one night stand with someone I really don't know.
Not even a month later she showed up at my door.
She tells me that I am going to be a father.
It's getting closer and closer eachday. Death is near. Everyone is feeling it coming on, not only you. The pain of it is building up in our hearts. Our guts are telling us that we are going to have to say good-bye sooner then we want. All of these, 'What if's? ', questions keeps going through my head and my heart.
If there were 2nd chances when it comes to life or death, death wouldn't be on your list. If I could turn back time to make things right everything would be different, and death wouldn't be on you list.
The day you show your family that you still think of them and care.
The day you share your thoughts with them about how much you love them.
That special day that comes once a year Valentine's Day.
I swear to be honest with you.
I swear that I will not lie to you.
I swear to be true to you.
I swear to be faithful to you.
My life fell apart in the past.
Today is today.
I have to pick up the pieces and throw them away.
I must move on with my lifee and stop putting it on hold for you! !
Please don't turn away if I be myself.
That's all I really want is to be just me and to be liked for who I am.
Please don't turn away and hat me when you learn my past.
Some bad things went on in my life through out my past.
The only time that I am really happy is when I am with you.
When I am down you got like this special gift to make me forget all of my pain.
When I am with you I laugh alot.
You always bring a smile to my face somehow.
How do I forget the pain that was caused by you?
I know that I caused you pain to, but I would never walk out on you.
We kept things from eachother.
Which instead of keeping secrets we should have shared them with eachother.
A mad face is a person who didn't get their way.
A mad person who got a bad grade.
A mad person is someone who gat blamed for something they did not do.
A person who wants kids and can't have them gets really mad.
When you guys were born, my heart was filled with happiness and joy.
When I started dating this guy, I thought that he was the one for me.
I had forgotten how much I enjoy hearing you guys.
How much I love you two.