Smile, laugh, giggle, repeat. The life I live is a repeat. The life I live is the repeat of a lie. I am happy at times like everyone is but so much of this happy little girl has been stolen right from under her arms. She wants her breed to come find her, take her away from the lonliness she faces yet knows what has been stolen can never be replaced. She lies awake at night thinking of him and fades into her false happiness of dreams of him. Him. Hes holding her, speaking to her, loving her once again. This isnt Lovemo or nikki or nicole, this is nicolina asking him to listen, just listen. Im done. I live life and move on, like you have asked me to do, but when you left you took a piece of me...bring it back. I hope when I get married you can be sitting in the isle with a smile for me. I hope when I see you one day our kids have the same name. I hope you can see we truely are special, no matter how much we have changed or what ways weve changed. I will always be a clever fox on the pounce for my rare breed. Good night and sweet dreams.
Live short and Love long