thank you, its just the way i am i cant stop looking at the negatives. i remember the negatives from my life and few positives. negatives cause more impact on me. i'm getting better slowly. and hopefully if this ends i will be emotionally stronger.
You can't let girls inflict so much pain on you man don't look for them let them look for you it will happen and you will be happy but you can't put so much energy and pain into a relationship you will find the right one.