Useless And Alone
Staring at myself in the mirror,
I don't like what I've become since I've been with you.
I felt like I needed to change,
to get you to love me the way I had always loved you,
But now I see that the only way you get your pleasure is by hurting me so deep inside.
I have no more strength, left to go on with this pain.
The look in my eyes is hollowed since light left me shattered by the darkness of your hateful words.
I can taste and smell the harshness and hate thrown in my split in half soul.
You left me weak and gasping for breath each day to find the faith I lost ...