No, I'm not bald under the scarf
No, I'm not from that country
where women can't drive cars
My grandmother puts her feet in the sink
of the bathroom at Sears
to wash them in the ritual washing for prayer,
"You people have such restrictive dress for women,"
she said, hobbling away in three inch heels and panty hose
to finish out another pink-collar temp pool day.
You dress strange," said a tenth-grade boy with bright blue hair
to the new Muslim girl with the headscard in homeroom,
his tongue-rings clicking on the "tr" in "strange".
These last few days were the most beautiful
I ever lived, my friends. For the first time
in our lives spent under martial law,
Her legs plump in tights under a dainty skirt
—little girls are such fun for mothers to dress—
she lies splayed on the floor,
a mass of red flesh and nerves spilling from her neck.
Out in the blue infinitude
that reaches and touches us
sometimes, Hajar and Sarah
and Abraham work together
Don't turn from me because of what you see
Shall I release the doves for you?
They're in my pockets with the rabbits
Believe in the existing but unseen
In my little mosque
there is no room for me
to pray. I am
turned away faithfully