mona martinez Poems

how do you open up?
when you don't know how?
i mean where do you start?
people want to know what's going on,
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i know you're near,
watching from above,
making sure,
i'm who you wanted me to be,
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You were there from the start,
You always was there to help,
Even after what I told you,
You held my hand to help me through,
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i'm overwelmed,
problem rising one after another,
i want to run,
but there's nowhere to run to,
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my demon, it haunts me everyday,
never doing what best for me,
i please others before myself,
i let it become me,
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i hate to admit,
i hate seeing you with somebody else,
but it's weird,
you happy and i couldn't ask for anything better,
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we surpose to be together?
so many things went wrong,
how do we fix the gap?
it wasn't you it was me,
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what is love?
do anybody every know?
they say it when you feel a certain way,
how do you know it's love,
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what do you see?
when you look at me?
i'll tell you what i see,
a girl who has accepted who she is,
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running out of ways to deal,
when all i have is pain,
nagative thoughts comes to my mind,
none which are agreeable,
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