mona martinez Poems

what can i do?
when things don't go my way,
i sit and wonder,
why life unfair,
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do you hear me when i speak?
do you care what i have to go through?
i question my existance,
from time to time,
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people seem to like,
everything that make up me,
what is that reason?
i have no idea,
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people tell me this,
people tell you that,
what do you believe?
crazy things happening,
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how well do you know the girl behind the mask?
everything you see,
is not what you get,
all the secerts she hides
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can anybody understand?
my struggles i have,
to live in this life,
and hardly getting by,
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one day i wish to wake up,
and everything to be alright,
to have the guy of my dreams,
laying beside me,
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i can tell you how much i hate my life,
and still you would not understand my stuggles,
everyday i find myself in a place i don't like,
and can't seem to excape,
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feelings still remaining,
as we remain friends,
feeling becoming stronger,
because i seem to want you more,
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don't know why i'm stuck on blaming,
i guess to give it power to be mad,
can't control the damage,
that i now have to go through,
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