Newo Enec Poems

I don't want to see anymore
Don't want to open my eyes and witness
Everything in this world has been corrupted
It seems
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I ran into the room, feeling the pressure,
My heartbeat resonating throughout my entire body
Blood pulsing beneath every inch of my skin
Like the monster forming inside me
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you held the pain so close to you,
never let your grip falter in fear of expression
you didn't speak to anyone
except through the pen you slid across the page
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I opened up to someone last night
(Someone other than you)
I opened up my heart last night
(Speaking the words that aren't true)
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You may very well be my end
My destruction,
But if it's you tearing my flesh
From my bones
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You stare at me through contacts
Beneath your blonde highlights
Do i deserve discrimination
When i avoid your eyes
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this bullet is for you my love
to taste deaths cold unending kiss
this bullet is for you because
im not ready to let you live
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You dont ever need to change to impress me
Im impressed just by the way you smile or
The daring glint in your eye
Dont be afraid to make mistakes around me
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Why, oh why do you never listen?
I told you this would be a mistake
Why, oh tell me why did this happen?
People like us arent concious of the chances we take
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it seems so long, even if i see you every day
its just too long to be apart
every second you ignore me
is another needle in my heart
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