Lady N Poems

With my arms held out and my mind clear,
I grip the little black string,
Holding on to it tight, surely not to let it go,
The wind blows and it sways.... slowly moving from side to side,
...

Dear Blade,

It's been a while since I've seen you, been a while since you've been used,
Guess life has gotten simpler, and I'm no longer confused,
...

Dear Mr. Rapist,

Does the sound of my cries haunt you when you sleep at night? ,
Do you think that it was okay because I didn't struggle, I didn't fight?
...

Invisible tears roll down my face, and hit the pillows on my bed,
No one sees the tears I cry, or the invisible blood I've bled,
Just because I don't ask, doesn't mean I don't need help, I do,
Help, to stop my sorrow, attempt suicide, and the cutting too,
...

I want to connect with you with my mind,
You'll be my moon in the night, and I'll be your sunshine,
I want to go straight to the love, and skip the lust,
Because I want you to have my heart, because I know I have your trust,
...

Smile on your face, he's all you talk about,
Tears down your face, where's that smile now,
Hearts are being broken; loving him is no more,
No use in trying to fight it, nothing left to fight for,
...

I sit behind the podium and out the words I spill,
No one understands me, no one knows the pain I feel,
I want to escape this nightmare, but never once do I budge,
All eyes on me, watching me as they judge,
...

I've got the white girls disease; it travels through my veins,
Distributed through my blood stream, making me cut away my pain,
I've got the white girls disease, the rarest form of any kind,
The kind that makes you do wrong things, while obliterating the right things in your mind,
...

Psycho girl, why do you cry? ,
Why are you invisible to the human eye? ,
Alone in the bathroom, she sits and eat,
Nobody to talk to, she stands on her own feet,
...